Self esteem -- low ebb

I don't know why. Maybe it's finding out that I didn't get the job I interviewed for. Maybe it's because I taught poorly today. Maybe it's because I realized this afternoon that Dawson's learning center never got back to me on whether I can have any hours. Maybe it's something completely different. I don't know.

All I know is that for some reason, I feel worthless tonight. Despite the shiny papers with my name on them, despite the hobbies I tend to maintain (like Daily Breadcrumbs), which most people would need to be paid to do, despite many outside indicators of "success"... I still feel worthless. I feel like I'll never get a good job, and I'd be hard-pressed to even tell you what I consider a good job anymore.

Sigh. Enough self-pity. Time for sleep. Hopefully I'll feel better tomorrow.

Another morning

Today's breadcrumb is about a curious phenomenon that has not yet occured in any new age shops I'm aware of.

So. The bad news was dealt with yesterday and will not be dwelled (sp?) upon. The good news is that I've had at least three calls this morning from people who want to interview me (or at least, potentially might want to interview me). One, an ESL school that pays less than my current school, I turned down. The other two were for secretarial positions, one at a real estate firm, one at a company that sells pulmonary research equipment. I called Dawson's learning centre as well, but they weren't in and I needed to leave a message.

In other news... y'know, I'm trying really hard to think of "other news" and coming up blank. So never mind. Hopefully this evening there will be some "other news" to put into this spot.

TTFN.