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I will not give in to my hormones
Mar. 25th, 2005 06:00 amDue to (probably) a combination of
1. PMS,
2. researching a paper on the Holocaust,
3. writing in-character stories about
a) my recently-Fallen demon trying to figure out why she Fell, and
b) Mother's Kiss (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
mothers_kiss), who feels increadibly guilty about allowing Green Dragon to be released,
4. spending time with my deteriorating grandmother (she has alzheimers)...
I'm feeling somewhat out of sorts. I'm getting that irritating sensation where I know that, if I allow it, this could turn into full-scale crying and sadness. I am currently stubbornly refusing to allow this to happen. I spend willpower, damnit! Y'hear that, hormones? Willpower! That means you can't affect me! (God, I wish life were like gaming sometimes.)
1. PMS,
2. researching a paper on the Holocaust,
3. writing in-character stories about
a) my recently-Fallen demon trying to figure out why she Fell, and
b) Mother's Kiss (
mothers_kiss), who feels increadibly guilty about allowing Green Dragon to be released, 4. spending time with my deteriorating grandmother (she has alzheimers)...
I'm feeling somewhat out of sorts. I'm getting that irritating sensation where I know that, if I allow it, this could turn into full-scale crying and sadness. I am currently stubbornly refusing to allow this to happen. I spend willpower, damnit! Y'hear that, hormones? Willpower! That means you can't affect me! (God, I wish life were like gaming sometimes.)
